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Sunday, January 28, 2007

Breathing: A simple method

As some of you are wondering why I posted about breathing. Well here you go. Experts say that taking a few seconds just to breath and focus on one thing, such as breathing you relax, more than any other method. So all this was for was to improve your day, reduce your stress level. So smile, spread some love, and most importantly, live for him. I find myself so mad then I take a deep breath, focus just on breathing, then im fine. So there, hope it helps.

-bjim


Tuesday, January 16, 2007

A Letter of a Broken Name

Stop. Take a deep breath, now exhale. Did you feel it? Your lungs filling up with air then letting it out again? Wouldn't it seem useless just to post this right? Well it's not and you'll soon find out why. -bjim


Sunday, November 26, 2006

Currently Listening
How To Save A Life
By The Fray
How To Save A Life
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My Hero

"I am alone, afraid.

You stand there.

I am defensive, moody.

You wait there.

I am reluctant, shy.

You greet me.

I am opening, allowing.

You care for me.

I am hurt, wanting.

You love me.

I am healed, restored.

You are right beside me.

I am wandering, curious.

You never leave.

I am grateful, loving.

You are my Father, Hero and Friend."

-bjim

 

This poem came to me the other night, when I couldn't sleep. I had to write it on my arm before I could get to a computer. I couldn't help but think that your leaving was my fault. But I realized it was your choice. You are more than my dad, more than just my friend, more than my hero you are there. I love you, You effected my life like no one ever has, you accepted me like family when my own would not. You gave me advice when I felt lost. You were my shoulder when I cried. You showed me Christ. You helped save my soul. I Love You. You are truly a man among men. -bjim


Saturday, November 18, 2006

Currently Listening
How To Save A Life
By The Fray
How To Save A Life
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How to Save a Life

You might need to turn up your volume for this one.

This song has impacted me so much that I cry whenever I listen to it. It hits extremly close to home. My life, I always wanted someone to come up to me, along side me, on my team, you did that for me, you came up and knew what I needed, thank you.

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came
 
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
 
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you’ve told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
 
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
 
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you’ve followed
He will do one of two things 
He will admit to everything
Or he’ll say he’s just not the same
And you’ll begin to wonder why you came
 
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life.

So if you ever want to make me cry listen to this song.

Just some thoughts. -bjim


Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Currently Watching
Star Wars Trilogy
By Star Wars Trilogy
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A New Start

Hey, I've been struggling lately with where I belong. My old youth group, I just can't go there any more. So if you have any advice, please comment away. -Bobjonivmcp